Does anyone else ever psychoanalyze themselves?..... Okay, now do you psychoanalyze what you just psychoanalyzed? Well, thats me...and sometimes, it REALLY GETS ON MY NERVES! Like today, I just finished reading this internet comic and found myself feeling JEALOUS of one...or two.....okay, FOUR of the characters......for reasons I wish to keep secret.(by the way, whatever reason your thinking, theres a high probability that your wrong, this reason was WAAAAAAAAY out there.) So, after I finished reading the latest page of the comic, I suddenly went into an extremely pensive mood, analyzing why I could have been jealous of them. Personally, I like these sort of moods, but unfortunately, when I start analyzing.....welllll, I don't really stop. So, you see, I went out to ride my bike, and since my brain was jammed into analysis mode, it decided to analyze WHY I CAME UP WITH THE CONCLUSION I DID FROM THE FIRST SELF ANALYSIS!!!!!!! then again, and AGAIN, AND AGAIN! It took me hours of staring into a wall to pull myself out of that comic's universe. Towards the end of my mind frenzy, I was thinking how I could have implemented my own personality into the story via a character introduction.....I find it thoroughly nauseating to think of twisting someone else's story to my satisfaction.....I don't know why, I just do.

On a completely different note, I have had the most horrifying experience I have ever had in my life that involved a book series. Well, I had been reading the series "Dresden files" that my friend got me hooked on and allowed me to borrow her books over the school year. over a few months, I managed to blaze through five of the books, fool moon, grave peril, summer knight, death masks, and blood rites(My friend told me not to bother with the first book, "Storm Front"). Now that yet another school year has passed, my friend told me that I could get the books at the library. About a week ago, I went to the library to get the next book, Dead Beat. When I searched the library computer, it said that there where only TWO BOOKS IN THE SERIES IN THE MY ENTIRE COUNTY IN FLORIDA!!!!!!!! Luckily(for the library), they did have Dead Beat(if not I probably would have ripped someones head off), BUT the only other book they had was the SEVENTH BOOK!(Dead Beat is the fifth). Well, I'm kind if stubborn and I REALLY hate to read book's out of order, so the seventh book is out of the question. So now, I only have one book in my currently favorite series to read.........I find that rather saddening.......I guess I'll re-read the "Chronicles of Narnia" series or something.